I am now Draculoid 40617That was intense pain.
I literally thought I was going to die.
I couldn't breathe, I thought he had set me on fire from the inside, and it was so hard not to scream.
But in a way, he saved me.
Now I'm content. Maybe not happy yet, but content.
The sadness is finally gone, but I still feel it lurking somewhere...
This was definately worth the risk.
Drac 40617 - transmissionI'm at BLind.
The rooms are stark white.
In fact, everything is white.
I miss colors already.
My stomach hurts because I'm scared of what's going to happen next.
I might just break for it and screw the consequences.
No, that would be a bad idea...
I think I'm turning into 2 diffrent people, the one who thinks this is a good idea, and the killjoy in me.
And the worst part is the waiting...
Draculoid 40617Hey KJs. Poison Kiss here for the last time.
Going to take the pills and "be happy".
I'm terrified but I'm ready for a change.
Please don't come near me, I don't want to hurt any of you.
Stay alive Tumbleweeds.
Lots of love from your former Poison Kiss ;*
Transmission 2Sorry I've been gone for a while... Had a bit of a problem, trying to get it taken care of.
I might need to see Dr. Death-Defying, I'm bleeding pretty bad. Might have hit a vein...
Kobra, remember the scar on my leg? It was a tracker.
I ran to keep the Dracs from hunting you and tried to dig it out.
Not sure if I succeeded.
Can't walk, cant run.
Make some noise!
Love from your Poison Kiss ;*
TransmissionLithium Kiss and Kobra Kid
I have to go for a while...
Kobra, take care of Lith
Don't worry about me...
Lots of love from your Poison Kiss ;*
Killjoy Journal 4 - dreamsI see myself in BLind again, trapped once more. The same blinding room, the same metal restraints, the same blood on the sheets. I fight like an animal, trying to escape.
"Tsk tsk tisk" I hear behind me. Curling my chin to my neck, I try not to shudder at the drac behind me. It's hard not to hate him for what he's done to me...
"Mummy wouldn't want that" he mocks me. My mother, the one that turned me in as a rebel.
He strikes me across the face and I bite my lip. Carefully, almost gently, he takes his thumb and wipes the blood away. He then proceeds to lick it. He revels in my disgust.
Without any warning, he's an inch away from my face with a wicked-looking knife in hand.
"Still say you're a killjoy?" he spits.
"Yes" I rasp, or at least, that's what I want to do. All I can do is look at the blade in his hand. He toys with me for a moment, then places the metal against my temple...
I wake up with a scream.
Killjoy journal 3I managed to make it to safety. Thankfully Lithium was able to find me. She took me back to her place, where I finally looked at her and managed to say "Pleasure to finally meet you. How's Danger and Kobra doing?"
"I'm not sure" she told me, pulling up a chair. "They haven't woken up yet. Are you alright?"
I tried to smile, but it was more of a tired wince. "Other than the assorted holes and bruises, I'm fine. Only forced a couple pills, but I choked them up before they screwed me up." Sitting down, I took off my Draculoid mask, dark hair falling over my eyes and partially hiding the gash on the left side of my face.
Lithium looked really worried. "That's good, at least..." She sighed, "Look, I'm really sorry about what they did to you. That should've been me." She sat down across from me, guilt toying with her features. I could almost hear it in her mind: 'It should've been me....'
I stopped her right there. "Lith, that's not true. You've had enough to deal with. They probably torture
Killjoy journal 2Well, I made it out...
Barely, but small minor details eh?
I stole back my Drac mask and tried to leave.
They saw me and shot me, once in the shoulder, once in the side.
I'm bleeding, but I'm ok. Tried closing the wounds with the barrel of my gun after firing a couple shots... hurt superbad and couldn't continue.
The worst thing they did was to my face.
They sliced it from temple to cheek over my eye. I was lucky they didn't take my sight.
Well, I never considered myself pretty anyways...
Now I'm trying to find Lith and her friend Cyanide Flame... Hopefully I didn't lead any dracs and I don't pass out before I get there...
Poison out ;*