Visits and VodkaI glanced at the bottle in my hand, hardly registering it was almost empty. The vodka had done absolutely nothing except leave a sour taste in my mouth. I threw the bottle as hard as I could, watching the glass shatter against the rocks. Suddenly, I felt an intense pain in my abdomen. I curled up, pressing my lips shut. No good. The contents of my stomach spewed out across the sand. My mind went all clinical, noting there wasn't very much there. I closed my eyes and tried not to focus on how much it hurt, but there was no ignoring it. I felt dizzy for a moment, then felt something lightly brushing my face. My eyes opened to a bl
Blood and drugsWe got out successfully Party was now behind the wheel of the car, and I was staring out the window. I could hardly believe I had shot my own mother. Even if it was in the knee, she was still my mom, and part of me expected her to jump out of the back and beat me for it.I pushed those thoughts out of my mind and took the bandana out of my hair to use as a makeshift bandage, since the first one was soaked.My hands were shaking with exhaustion and nerves being stretched to their limits. I glanced over at Party, who was still looking rather pale. His eyes were fixed on our path and he was wearing his poker face. Somehow, I knew I was
Mamma always said.... my temper would be the death of me...I never thought for a moment that maybe she'd be right.Sami and I had just gotten into a fight about her sneaking out to see my brother, I was really more angry with the fact that she tried to sneak out than the fact it was to see Stef.I had started losing my temper, and some people know how dangerous I can get when I lose my temper, so I left. Like I tried to teach my kids: If you're that angry, walk away.I shoved my headphones into my iPod and blared it as loud as I could. "Welcome to the Black Parade", one of my favorite albums, was on replay. I turned the volume up as far as it could go, regar
Siblings?I woke up to a hand clamped over my mouth. Since it was kinda dark and I was wearing that stupid eyepatch, I couldn't see who was standing over me, but I knew one thing.It wasn't Party.The hand was lifted from my mouth after a moment, since I couldn't struggle. My bandages made sure of that. I would see starbursts if I took too deep a breath for Pete's sake. My heart started pounding as a painfully familiar voice greeted me."Hello, Samantha.""Don't call me that" I mumbled, wondering where Party had gone.Oh God, did something...No. He's not weak or stupid. He's fine."Please, come where I can see you..." I begged quietly."You've
Tears of Black - My Blood Lust Romance 1I watched the sun sinking behind the buildings as I trudged through the streets. The wind had started to pick up, but I had forgotten to pick up my jacket on the way out. I listened to the birds as they chirped to their young in the nests, and tasted a fog building. Yeah, that sounds weird, but fog has a particular way of making itself known.I was on my way to see Frank, one of my close friends from my teen years. Jeez, they seemed so far away, but it was only a couple years ago. I had just endured my eighteenth birthday last month, miserable because my parents had gotten wind of my spending time with Frank. He was one of the people my pare
Will Anyone Love me? - My Blood Lust Romance 2 "Lets go find Gerard..."He smiled and nodded. "Yeah, let's go find him " He held the door open for me, then closed it and locked it behind him. Frankie slipped his hand into mine and led me outside.Once we made it outside, I noticed dark had fallen, and clouds covered the moon, making the sky completely black. The streets were quiet, which was a surprise. Frankie and I both looked like chimneys, it was so chilly outside. Frank was grinning a little, and I pulled my hand out of his as I stood in a patch of moonlight. I spread my arms and felt the corners of my mouth lift. I closed my eyes and basked in the soft glow."The night is s
'Cuz I'm Broken... - My Blood Lust Romance 3Frank opened the door for me and hurried me inside. He kept his arm around me, probably to reassure us both. I know I was thankful.Once we made it up the stairs to Gerard's apartment, Frankie knocked on the door. "Hey Gerard, it's us. Open up." There was no answer, so he finally rummaged around for the spare key. As he opened the door, I saw the inside of the apartment. It looked pretty deserted.Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a black vase with black, wilted roses inside it on an end-table. So the flowers had made it there, after all. Glad to see Gerard was enjoying them. I shook my head as I took in the kitchen, which was starting t
On a Bender - My Blood Lust Romance 4I looked at Frankie in surprise. Was he buying it too? He certainly didn't look impressed... His voice was skeptical as he spoke. "You're a vampire."Gerard looked miserable, missing the look of astonishment on Frankie's face. "Wait... you're a vampire?! As in blood-sucking, can't-go-out-in-the-daylight vampire?"My mouth formed a perfect "o". "That's why you attacked me..." I started slowly. "The bruises probably smell sweeter... Since blood is on the surface...." Not to mention I was actually bleeding elsewhere. I glanced down at myself and rushed out of the room.Gerard's POVI saw Analise run out the door and bre